It has been three weeks now. Kalau dulu paling lama pun 2 minggu. Mata aku dah bengkak, muka dah sembab, selsema tak baik-baik, kepala dah berat, I lost focus at work - sleepy all the time. I am Zombie.
Last night I woke-up around 4am. Aiman was crying for susu. After that he refused to sleep. Nak berdukung jer. Lansung tak leh letak.
At 6.00am, I lost it!
"Would you please stop cyring? Nak apa hah?"
Aiman answered "Uwwaaaaaaaa!!!" even louder than before.
Che Man must have heard it. He woke-up and switched on the light (for some reasons, he always think that bright room will make Aiman stop crying).
I was so sleepy, so tired and dizzy - I took flu tablet before I went to bed. I was afraid that I might drop him if I continue dukung him. I put him into his baby cot and said ; "Now... nangis lah! Up to you!". He cried louder.
Che Man took him. I went back to bed.
This morning, Aiman did not smile at me much. Senyum tawar jer. My son dah pandai MERAJUK!
I am sad and angry with myself.
3 comments:
alahai...sian si comel aiman... kena marah dgn ibu ek? nanti aunty konot babab ibu!!! notty ek!
alahai Konot... kau ada petua tak camna nak bagi sleep pattern dia sesuai sket ngan kita?
one thing aku remember selalu buat dulu kasik dia main penat2 time siang..then mlm tido lena.. or aku selalu bawak anak aku ronda naik kereta, baru dia nak lena.. org cakap jgn biasakan.. nasib aaa..kalau dah tu jer yg bleh kasik dia tido... but i do remember time aku ngamuk sakan jugak dulu coz balqis punya sleep pattern tonggang terbalik...pening beb! i understand... sabo...takkan selama2nya dia nak mcm ni kan... his sleep pattern will chg punya nanti..
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