It has been three weeks now. Kalau dulu paling lama pun 2 minggu. Mata aku dah bengkak, muka dah sembab, selsema tak baik-baik, kepala dah berat, I lost focus at work - sleepy all the time. I am Zombie.
Che Man must have heard it. He woke-up and switched on the light (for some reasons, he always think that bright room will make Aiman stop crying).
I was so sleepy, so tired and dizzy - I took flu tablet before I went to bed. I was afraid that I might drop him if I continue dukung him. I put him into his baby cot and said ; "Now... nangis lah! Up to you!". He cried louder.
Che Man took him. I went back to bed.
This morning, Aiman did not smile at me much. Senyum tawar jer. My son dah pandai MERAJUK!
I am sad and angry with myself.